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Seeing Things in a Different Light

I’ve been investing a lot of time lately in modeling and painting and I’ve been doing it so much now that it’s affecting how I view everything around me. I’ve never been very aware of color or shapes and I’ve never been particularly good at spatial reasoning. When I read room or item descriptions in books, I tend to gloss over them.

But after spending hours on manipulating how something looks and working on visual characteristics, I’m starting to become aware. I’ll notice shapes more and lines and the way things fit together. I’ll look at colors and how they match or don’t match and wonder how certain colors blend together and which ones would work better.

It’s not a conscious attempt, but just something that happens now. When I used to read more often and read more than might be considered healthy, I used to render the world into words; character descriptions, flashes of narrative, ominous foreshadowing. I enjoy seeing how the things we do affect how we see the world. Our perceptions are colored by what we do as much as by how we think and it’s always interesting to see that play out.

-D-

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Boston Revisited

A friend of mine is visiting for a few days and it’s reintroducing me to the city I live in.

It’s too easy to forget those places you see everyday or those places you used to go to; but once you show a newcomer those things that caused you to fall in love with your home on the first place, it becomes easy to see once again.

I’ve enjoyed traveling to our old haunts and remembering again everything that made Boston, Boston for Emily and me.

I feel a little sad that we’re already planning the day that we leave, but at least I can remember why I’ll be sad.

-D-

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Going Back to School

I miss college. Sort of. Understand, I don’t mean anything about college life or being on campus or college basketball (Go Heels) or any of that. I mean the learning new things. I miss that. More specifically, I miss learning things in a structured environment that forced me to keep learning and not just let me wander off after something new and shiny caught my eye. 

My drive to do things on my own is minimal. Left to my own devices, I spend my time painting monsters and re-reading webcomic archives rather than pick up a useful skill or freelancing or whatever might make me a slightly better person.

Emily starting taking classes on a website called Coursera. The courses are free, unless you want a certificate saying that you’ve completed the course. It’s free, structured internet on a wide variety of courses from art to programming to writing to engineering and design. 

She seemed to be enjoying it, so I’ve signed up for two classes, History of Rock and Fantasy and Science Fiction: The Human Mind, Our Modern World. I can’t wait to learn things again and take quizzes and study and accumulate more knowledge. Because that’s the important thing: getting more and more knowledge about the things you enjoy so you can enjoy them more. 

I’m excited.

-D-

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Resolutions!: An Update

After last week’s disappointing showing with regard to getting back on track with my resolutions, I am happy to report that:

1. Emily and I went running this past week. Twice, even. While I can’t say it was easy, I will say that it was nowhere near as hard as I had been dreading. In fact, there were moments where I might even say that I had fun. While running. Part of that comes from the fact that I have been slowly figuring out the correct way to run. It turns out that if you don’t do something well and inefficiently, it’s not a lot of fun to do.

2. As I mentioned in my earlier post, I have been writing fiction again, albeit in small amounts. What’s more exciting to me is that I’ve been thinking of new projects and ways to monetize my writing, which hasn’t happened in a while. My attitude is slowly shifting away from this prolonged laziness and shifting up into another gear. So we’re going from Park to Neutral now. Unfortunately, there are no hills near-by and this metaphor is going nowhere fast.

So I’m feeling accomplished.

Go me!

-D-

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A Delay in Resolve

Considering the events of last week, I think I can be forgiven a little bit for not making any real progress on any of my resolutions. Well, except for the cooking thing. I did make some dinner. Not the most exciting dinner, but I did make it. Mostly on my own. With a lot of help.

But I’m just going to reset the resolutions for next week.

Next week, running, writing and dinners.

-D-

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Lock Down

Last night, around 1am, I heard a sound. It sounded like a loud bang and, given recent events, I paid attention to it. But then it was quiet and I started to fall back asleep.

And then the second explosion.

And then I noticed the sirens and more sirens and what sounded like gunfire.

While Emily listened to a police scanner, I walked around and made sure the doors were locked, crawled back to bed and went to sleep.

This morning, I woke up to find that the MBTA has shut down completely. The police are advising that the residents in my town, as well as in Cambridge and Watertown, to stay indoors. As I write this, there is more gunfire in the distance and a small army of soldiers, police officers and SUVs just went down my street at a run.

The two bombing suspects, apparently, killed a police officer at MIT, stole a car and then drove the car within a hair’s breadth of where I live before the police caught up with them. The sounds I heard last night; the explosions, gun fire and sirens, were the sounds of the police catching two of the most hated men in Boston.

One of them escaped. The other didn’t.

The manhunt is intense and all encompassing. There are rumors of evacuations. There are constant reminders to stay indoors. I have been answering texts and phone calls since I woke up this morning.

This is…surreal. This blog entry is not so much for you as it is for me. I wanted to nail down what exactly is happening so I don’t walk through today like a ghost, dazed and out of sync with the rest of the world. I need more concrete words and solid sentence structure and less vague feelings of unease and distress. And as melodramatic as that sounds, I feel like I’m a little entitled to melodrama considering the view out of my window this morning.

So here it is: They are going to catch this man. It’s a little dangerous outside, but Emily and I are safe and we are locked down.

Stay safe.

-D-

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Resolutions? Uh-oh

So I think it’s fair to say that I have done none of my resolutions for this year yet. That’s fine. It is only April. April is…a third of the way through the year. Oh my God I have no more time to get anything that I wanted to get done and now I’m a resolution failure. And a hack, but that’s a separate issue.

I haven’t written anything. I haven’t run. I haven’t cooked anything beyond beer bread and brownies (both delicious, by the way).

My life is an unmitigated disaster.

That being said, it’s time to right this Titanic and get back on course.

I’m going to start running again this week. No delaying. No whinging. No more putting it off until, “it gets warmer”. This week. Running.

I’m going to polish up that writing sample and have it ready to go for when the window is open. Once again, the deadline is Sunday.

I am going to cook a dinner and move away from baking. It will be a meal. This week. It’s not bouillabaisse, but it will be food  made by me.

All this week. Nothing hard. Nothing complicated. Just three goals to do up right before Sunday.

Ready set and go now.

-D-

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Antsy

I’m starting to get a little antsy. When I was a younger, I used to get fits of wanderlust that I never acted on, but they were still always there and always driving me to pack up and go.

Eventually, I moved to Boston and that put a stop to that for a healthy stretch of time. But now I feel it coming back again in small fits and starts. It’s the desire to see something, anything new. The important thing to note is that it’s not a dissatisfaction in the current place, just a need to see a new place. There’s only so much New England a body can take before it wants to see something new.

Like Arizona or Washington or that big country just north of us or to Alaska. Alaska would be great. It doesn’t even need to be far or foreign, just a place I’ve never been. I want to see some deserts or mountains that aren’t covered in pines. I want canyons and cities where people speak with their r’s intact.

Let’s just pick a place and pack it all up and go.

-D-

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A Shot of DayQuil, A Shot of NyQuil

For the last few days, I have been involved in hand-to-hand combat with a cold and, I’m ashamed to say it, but I’ve been losing. I’ll deliver a couple of combinations that will send it reeling back into the corner, ( “Dylan has just come back with a dose of DayQuil, a glass of orange juice and a hot shower and the challenger looks like he’s had it! This could all be over in Round 2!”) and then my cold will come back out of the corner and deliver a haymaker that would fell Marvelous Marvin. I feel like Rocky after his first fight with Clubber Lang.

Suffice it to say, the blog has taken a couple of hits. I missed my Wednesday appointment and ya’ll didn’t get the Saturday Night Movie Review neither. Luckily, I did watch some terrible movies, so there will be a review up later today that will hopefully be entertaining.

As is often the case with colds, this one couldn’t have come at a worse time. I have cleaning to do. I have baking to do. I have a lot of just general running around to do. So, begging your pardon, but I’ll be cutting this entry short.

Saturday Night Movie review to follow.

-D-

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Hobbies

I’m concerned.

A few blog entries ago, I talked about the transience about my interests. I’ll be interested in baseball one month and then be interested in zombies the next month. But I’ve been stuck in my 40K interest for a considerable amount of time by this point. I should have moved on to something else by now.

Instead, I’m still painting models and readings 40K books and listening to 40K podcasts.

This worries me for a few reasons.

I’ve read that a person’s musical interests are pretty much set by the time they’re in college. What you like is what you like and you won’t be able to truly expand your musical interests after you get your bachelors in English Philosophy Theory. Which is depressing in and of itself.

But what if that holds true for everything? What if what you’re interested in freezes after a certain point and you can’t add any more hobbies after a certain point? What if you get locked into model trains or stamp collecting? What if it’s impossible to grow as a human being after a certain point?

That idea of static rigidity of personality scares me more than anything else about growing older. I want to always be trying new things and stretching myself and expanding my comfort zones. I don’t want to be locked in the same damn thing for the next fifty or sixty years. Life is and should be about growing and learning and experiencing. You travel and know and learn and see and do more as you truck along. That’s the best thing about life. The knowing and the doing and the seeing.

But what if it’s possible to become locked into being an old fuddy-duddy who only wants to paint Tyranid models and talk about rules changes in the newest edition and about how the Imperial Guard codex is under-powered? I want to actively fight against that. I want to make a stand against that. I want to be able to stand tall and say, I will not give up without a fight, I will not go quietly into the night. I will always strive to learn a new skill or language or expand a new talent.

But I have models to paint, so I’ll do that later.

-D-

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